HATIMUSLIMAH

Hard times come easy....

In the name of Allah...The most beneficient...The most merciful...

Alhamdulillah...it's almost 4 weeks go through practical training at PCSB. Seems like da hard time come easylah...bersyukur sangat sbb dpt practical kt PCSB. i've learned lots of things and the most best part dpt jemaah same2 time solat. Bagai orang yg mengantuk di sorong'n bantal i guess, n i'm preety sure that not all da place yg mengamalkan solat berjemaah n i get that opportunity. not juz that, i also get more details about hukum hakam dlm agama islam yg tercinta ini b'coz 3 times a week ade ceramah drpd Ustazah patimah. so, should i juz simply let this chance go??? NO...i will not...ever...All over da world, He give me this chance to improve myself. Alhamdulillah. Hamba bersyukur ya Allah.

Smile ;)

Juz remembered my first time jejak kaki kt PCSB. Cuak x ingt. Istigfar memanjang. a little bit nervous n then 1st meeting new friend from uitm shah alam. relief skit time tu. After briefing n berkenalan dgn staff2 kt HR department kt sne, brulah feel relief sgt2. Dieorg sume sgt2 friendly even time tu dieorg buzy n i really do appreciate their effort. My supervisor En Jumsuri, orangnya happy go lucky n baik sgt2. Kak mala pun baik sgt2. mula2 tu mmg rse terasing duk dlm diorang punye kelompok but after that dah xde feeling cam tu. Duk dlm kompleks sebesar PCSB, rsenyer bleh sesat lau xder sign department. Yg kelakarnye time daftar tu ader 11 org interns but i'm da only girl uhuhu..asyik kne perli jer. never mindlah sbb skjp jer pun ngan diorg.

The best place kt PCSB ade 2. For me lah, 1st kt surau ar-raudah n 2nd kt library. time rehat kt 2 tmpt tu mmg sinonim ngan my present. Hehehehe. x kisah n x prsn org dh time kt tmpt2 tu. Ustaz Zalani pun baik jgk. pndek kt yg kt deparment HR tu org2nyer baik belaka. X kisahlh time ana senyum ade bt x endah may b time tu die ade probs n i dun mind lah. it's normal thing bcoz she juz human being juz like ME. Time serabut, Mc Cha pun mcm tu jgk. Org senyum pun rse mcm die mengejek. Astagfirullahal azim.

Now tgh sibuk'n diri bce buku2 agama coz 6ti ade kuiz agama n partner ngan kak Mala. Bkn xde kuiz x bce tp put more effort towards itlah. Bkn nk jd juara pun juz gnti tmpt org. Bez jgk sekali sekala join bleh uji minda. X kisahlah time practical nie byk sgt kerja nk kne bt, janji dpt ilmu bru. Sekarang, i've to change my perception towards someone. WHY??

Like pepatah melayu "tak kenal maka tak cinta".

Sepatutnya i never judge da book by it's cover. Sometimes, yes we can apply it but sometimes can't to like that.So, regarding that, insyaAllah Mc Cha xkn bt mcm tu lg. Like hm..........

one's bitten twice shy..kne ke x idioms tu???hehehehe

All praises to Allah...

B'coz after go through n faced hard time kt melaka tu i've get an enjoy experience time practical nie. After rain fall and crying alone, i've enjoy to see da rainbow. Alhamdulillah..manisnya dugaan itu ya Allah. Now with new tekad, and think dat i've learn from all da mistakes i've done, wanna change for da new me. Forgive me Ya Allah to all da bad things i've done to da people surround me. I'm juz human being. Mad when people keep talk bad 'bout me, angry when some1 try to test my anger n to those people who realize that they are muslim but not act like that. Juz an annoying act. I really can't take that. Ah, forget bout that. they never listen to me.

Need to catch some Z's...

SOme???? katakan tidak...mujur lew ari2 cuti nk some jer tidornyer mestilah more..hehe